Friday, March 28, 2014

Three years ago this week…. Looking back with faith

I may not feel very well this week while I am still recovering from severe sepsis, strep liver abscesses and a blood clot but I feel a whole lot better than I did 3 years ago this week.

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It was on March 25th, 2011 that we had a terrible accident on the freeway on the way to visit our kids in Utah.

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I had 15 broken ribs, a broken sternum and a collapsed lung.

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I know we were greatly blessed to recover from this accident.

I know I am being blessed to get through my health problems now.  When I get a bit discouraged by these latest set backs, I just need to remember how far I’ve come since the accident 3 years ago. 

God blessed me with the strength to recover then and I know He is blessing me now.

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I have not been well one single day of this year so far…. But there is a lot left of 2014. It may take a while but I plan to be up and cruising through life with my John again before this year is over.

With your prayers supporting me…. and God blessing me, I will be strong and get through this.  Life is good…. and I’m a lot better off than I was 3 years ago.

I hope you are doing well.  Hugs, Grammy Lura

Monday, March 24, 2014

Merry March Smiles…. birthday wishes and health update

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In spite of my health problems I’ve had some special birthday smiles I want to share with you.

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I was still in the hospital on Austin’s birthday but my sweet boy voted to put off the family birthday party until I could be there with them to celebrate. That made me smile.

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In less than 24 hours after getting out of the hospital I was at Austin’s birthday dinner. Our cute 9 year old loves Japanese food. I wasn’t up to going out to a restaurant to eat so Mindy made all of his favorites at home starting with Miso soup. (After over 3 weeks of eating hospital food, Mindy’s dinner tasted like manna  from heaven to me.)

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What a blessing it was to be alive, IV free, out of the hospital and with my sweet birthday boy and his family.

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Candles were lit, Happy Birthday was sung and delicious cake was enjoyed by all.

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Austin opened each gift with excitement .

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His appreciation and “Thank you” expressions made me smile.

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Grampy and EJ goofing off, hugs and giggles … 

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…being together with my sweet family made my heart smile. There had been times during the previous 3 weeks when I was really suffering in the hospital that I wanted to give up and die. Attending this birthday party with my precious  family helped  me realize once again  how very thankful I am to be alive.

Thank you  Austin for putting off your party until Grammy could be there to celebrate with you. Thank you dear Mindy for making us a delicious dinner at home.

Here is my health update.   I have been home from the hospital for 2 weeks.

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I recently got  my 3rd and last liver drain removed. It was inserted  about 4 inches above my waist , just below my bust line on my right side. It had been in place for 3 weeks. It  was painful.  It hurt getting it pulled out but what a relief to get rid of it.

 

 

Getting the drain out  made me smile….. but … other than that,  I don’t seem to be getting better as fast as I had hoped I would.

My blood tests still indicate I have infection. I feel lousy, weak and tired.  I’m told that is to be expected  when you have a liver infection. On the brighter side,  my blood clot is behaving and not breaking into pieces. Each week that passes, the clot gets stickier and adheres more to the wall of my veins which makes it less dangerous.  I’m still here to complain so that is a good thing.  If  nothing else, I guess I will learn to have more patience. It is hard to be patient when you are sick.  I tend to want to tell the Lord that I’ve had enough and I want to be made well right now.  Then I remember this scripture from Jacob 4:10 in the Book of Mormon and add “Thy will be done.”

Jacob 4:10“…Seek not to counsel the Lord, but to take counsel from his hand. For behold, ye yourselves know that he couseleth in wisdom, and in justice, and in great mercy, over all of his works”

I know that God is watching over me with wisdom and mercy and I will get better in his time frame not mine. Meanwhile,  I really appreciate your concern and prayers. They are keeping me going.

May your week be filled with smiles.

Hugs, Grammy Lura

Sunday, March 16, 2014

I am one in millions…. and this is why

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I am glad to be home from the hospital where I can blog again. I have missed you. At times I feared that I might never be able to say hello to you again…. but here I am.  This is my story.

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January 8th I had a terrible gall stone attack. The next morning I had gall bladder surgery. I went home from the hospital that same day and thought all was well.

 

 

That first week I seemed to be healing quickly.

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I enjoyed playing with my grands who were visiting from Utah. I even took a trip to the beach with them. I thought recovering from gall bladder surgery was a piece of cake…I was wrong.

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Before long it was February. I always make a big deal out of Valentine’s Day. I make homemade cards and goodie bags for family and friends.

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My friend Louann and I made our traditional Valentine dinners for the missionaries. We had the Sister missionaries come to our house and we fed …..

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… the elders the next day at Louann’s.  I love doing this tradition but setting the tables and making the food took all of my energy. After that, I tried to make my Valentines and goodie bags but I didn’t have the strength. Every day I got weaker. I felt like my veins were filled with lead and I was too heavy to move.

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Our grandson, Johnny, who is on the USA national gymnastics team,  flew in on Valentine’s Day for a gymnastic meet near us. We were suppose to go to his meet here and then take him to Las Vegas where we would meet his family the following week for another big competition. I thought I would make my valentine gifts and send them to Utah  from Vegas…. but it was not to be.

I started getting really sick on the 14th with violent shaking, chills and vomiting. I thought I had the flu. Saturday the 15th I got worse. That night I broke out with a terrible itchy rash all over.  That is when I knew I had to go to the hospital.

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It turns out that 1 in a 1,000 people have an extra bile duct called the Duct of Luschka. It is so rare and tiny they did not see it when they took out my gall bladder. For 5 weeks bile had been filling up my gut. 50% of people have bacteria in their bile.  Of course I am one of those 50 percent. Strep began to grow inside me infecting the area where my gall balder used to be and my liver. When the infection got severe I broke out in the rash. I was very sick.

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I was diagnosed with severe sepsis with acute organ dysfunction, post- procedural bile duct leak and liver abscess.

They treated me with IV antibiotics and put in 2 drains… one in the abdomen to drain out the bile and one in my liver to drain out the abscess.  Getting those drains put in was torture in spite of the pain meds!!  I also had surgery putting in a stint from my liver to my intestine to stop the bile leak.

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I had lots of sweet visitors drop by to give me love and lift my spirits.

At the end of the 1st week not much was filling up the 2 drain bags so they pulled them out. I was told I could go home and be on IV antibiotics for a month through a pic line.

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Getting the pic line in was not painful and was very interesting to watch. She located my largest veins with an ultrasound machine. Then she put a Y shaped magnet (as seen on the screen) over my heart. She then guided a wire through my veins to my heart with the help of the magnet. She inserted a catheter over the wire and then pulled out the wire.

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My 17 inch pic line was in and  I was good to go home……. or so I thought……

My infectious disease doctor, Dr. Wong, was worried about sending me home. She wanted me to have another CT scan to check my liver before I left. I thought I was going for a routine scan. I was shocked after the scan when they started draping me in surgical drapes and told me I had to have another drain put in because my liver abscess was bigger than it had been when I’d arrived a week before.

That was my lowest point.

I said no. I cried.

I told them I’d rather die than go through that pain again.

They convinced me I had no choice so they put in the drain. Again, pain meds did little to relieve the torture. I guess most people get by OK with the pain meds but my liver is so inflamed with infection I was in agony.

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Again lots of sweet friends came to visit me.

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My room began to fill up with cards and flowers. I felt loved.

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I then learned I am one in a million. Instead of having 1 large liver strep abscess, I have 7 small ones. That is why the 1st liver bag stopped draining and they pulled it out. They have never seen this before. It makes the infection very hard to cure because they can’t put in 7 drains (thank goodness) but each abscess needs to be drained to heal.

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Elders from our church came to the hospital to give me another Priesthood blessing. In that blessing I was told the Lord would bless me and bless my doctor to know how to care for me.  I felt uplifted and peaceful after that blessing.

That night my right arm started hurting and turning red. The surgeon knowing I’m “one in a million” sent me to have an ultrasound looking for a blood clot. It was negative showing no clot. 

The next day they wrote my dismissal papers and I was ready to go home when Dr. Wong came in again. She was convinced I should not go home with my arm hurting. Her colleges disagreed and even yelled at her but she held her ground and found an off duty surgeon who was willing to do a venogram on me.

The venogram showed that I have developed a 17 inch blood clot, acute deep venous thrombosis, everywhere the pic line had been from my arm to my heart. Millions of people have pic lines with no problems. My doctors have never seen a clot that big before.  Now I am one in millions! The ultrasound didn’t see the clot because the pic line hid it but the venogram was able to see it.  I would have died on the way home if I had left the hospital.  Again Dr. Wong saved my life. She said she had been praying about me and God told her not to send me home.  (For the whole story read my last blog post.) 

My case was complicated because I am allergic to heparin which is the best medicine for blood clots.  I was treated with IV argatroban (at $400 a bag) around the clock for 5 days.

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On the evening of my 22 day in the hospital I got to come home. I am on Warfarin pills for blood thinner now. They say it will take 3 months for my large clot to dissolve. Since they had to take the pic line out I can’t be on IV antibiotics so we are hoping the antibiotic pills will work the magic needed to cure the liver abscesses. When you leave the hospital they assess your risk factor between 1 and 10. They put me at 15!!! Would any of you like to sell me a life insurance policy?

I’ll admit this has been a real pain! I’m a little discouraged.  I was just getting over our accident and started feeling better a few months ago. I was going to the gym to water aerobics 5 days a week and walking 8,000 to 12,000 steps a day. I was getting stronger and feeling good…. and then  this happened. Our awful car accident was 3 years ago this month. Who would have thought I would be almost flat down again 3 years later????

This is why I can say….. with documentation….. that I am one in millions.   Not that I am proud of it or happy about it…. but….. Oh well…. what is ….is.

  I have much to be thankful for and many blessing to count. I know that my life has been spared through the power of the priesthood and  prayers. I am thankful for the love and good wishes I’ve been sent.  I know that I am blessed.

1Thessalonians 5:16 says ” Rejoice evermore.”  I have much to rejoice about.

I hope you are rejoicing too.   Hugs, Grammy Lura

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Grammys hospital blessing

My testimony of prayers answered

I've been in the hospital for 17 days. This story makes me feel blessed.
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 I thought my testimony story was getting the pic line out and probably getting to go home yesterday..... But I have been blessed even more than that.... in another unusual way. I was all set to leave the hospital yesterday....release papers signed, RX was ordered. I felt lousy but I was happy to get out of the hospital. Then my Dr. Wong stopped by. She was worried because my underarm and shoulder still hurt..  They had done an ultrasound that did not show a blood clot so I wasn't worried.
I argued with her. I told her I always hurt since the accident. She speaks with a cute accent. She said I cannot let you go if can't sleep at night. I said I was able to sleep with pain pills ..... She answered no , I mean me sleep nights. Im too worried to let you leave. ( She did the same thing to me last week when I was leaving)  Just then she saw a friend vascular surgeon , Dr. Campbell, walk by the door. She ran out to grab him. He was off duty and going home but she talked him into doing a venogram. She later told me that angels sent him to her. She had been praying but no dr in the dept would agree to do a venogram when the ultrasound was negative.
Dr. Campbell admitted to me he was only doing this to pacify Dr. Wong. He said he doubted there would be would be a clot when the ultrasound was negative. Then during the procedure he said " hats off to Dr. Wong" . It turns out I have a very large blood clot from under my arm to the middle of my chest. A very small percent get blood clots from pic lines.... And like all my other complications, I am one of that small percentage.


Dr Wong dropped by last night and said with her cute accent...." See Dr. Wong is never wrong.  if I sent you home today, you might die at home....here we take care of you. I pray and God told me to keep you here. Now I can sleep good tonight."

So once again, Dr. Wong saved my life. I was a bit set back and sad last night. Having a large clot near my heart is not fun. It is hard not being able to walk around or use my right arm and I'm sick of being sick but I feel so blessed. My heart is light today. My Dr. Wong was right against the odds and I consider that my miracle. I believe none of this was by chance. I do believe angels sent Dr. Campbell to Dr. Wong. Wong told me she prays and meditates over every patient. I pray for my doctors as well. Your prayers and ours were answered.

Thanks to all of you.  Hugs, Grammy Lura